Lyrics:
The quiet times shriek the loudest
A thousand voices swarm my ear
Apprehension launched deep within
Like tiny seeds of fear
They sprout and grow until they reach
The corners of my soul
Sinking roots that soon take hold
Until – I lose – Control
Intrusive visions
Anxiety
Help me God, I pray
Invasive thoughts
Uncertainty
My sanity fades away
Why can’t I see it coming
How could I be so blind
How do I always find myself
At war with my mind
I am my own worst enemy
We’ll never be aligned
So here I am once again
At war with my mind
I keep myself preoccupied
Distracted from it all
Whenever I become complacent
It always comes to call
I feel it slowly stirring
Try my best to hold it back
I know I can’t defeat this
Just waiting for the next attack